marijajovanovic

My day was amazin,just when I thought everything is going down everything just turn in another way.

Honestly this was bad and hard period for me,first I lost a lot of weight,my body get tired and that was just my fault I have been lazy and I didnt train so hard as i use to do,because I thought that I can be the best without hard work,that everything is easy like ABC ,just someone come and knock on my door,and give me the medal and belt and say to me that I am the best,but as everybody know it's not like that and it will never be. If you wanna be the best then you need to train like you are the best and most important thing is that you need to fight like you are the best,but for a second I forgot it and i got my price.I lost my fight but I lost it against girl I won last time so easy thats what hurts me most.

And with that I felt like I lost everything,confidence,passon for boxing,wish to go forward so my price wasn't so low.But what to do life is a bitch,and like Madde said and in the end you die,but I Have to say something also,yeah life is a bitch that 100% trut but before you die just make sure that that bitch is beautiful!

But I believe in miracles,after I finished my fight and the one-hour conversation with my coach Ugo Okoro I got back what I needed most-WISH! Wish to go forward and work hard to be the best-that's all I need. He bring me back to life,and he gave to me my first love back.

Now after just one week working at gym,without gloves,helmets and boxing bags,today showed result. My foot's work it's better I am getting stronger,and the best thing is that my mind it's clear. We had sparring today,and I felt so good,everything was clear like a day.

Everybody who knows boxing a little bit could see in my eyes that I am back in game.

I have in front of me two pictures,as a winner and as a losser,and I have to say that I like much more that one where I can see my self as a winner it's much better feeling.

Hard work pays bills.And I had promise that I will work hard.

For the end I just want to say to everybody it doesen't matter which spot you are doing,just work hard and believe in your self,even when you think that you can't-go for it,fight untill you can breath,and show to everyone who think that you are weak that you can do that,and show to everyone who believe in you that they can believe you more and remember you are born to be champion.Don't let small things bring you down. But most important thing don't forget to work hard because you will pay the price just like I did it.

peace and love./Marija